27 October, Thursday, 2011

I'm really tired today. Sham got angry at me again, I think. I kept trying to convince her that I tried to prevent Liora from ''torturing'' her.... And she said that I chose to take sides... And that I closed one eye... I told her that it is up to her to think what she wanted to think. She told me that I sound as if I'm lazy to talk to her... For crying out loud... I try to help both of them but I can't seem to achieve it... I wonder what will happen if one day I spoke my true thoughts... my true feelings... But I can't seem to bring myself to do it... They wouldn't understand... And I don't want to lose anymore friends anymore... Both of them are really my important friends... My 'nakama'... Ah, well... I'm not going to school tomorrow... I think... My heart and mind are really exhausted right now... I can't think....