August 11 2011, Thursday

Finally, the trial exams are over. I really feel quite free now.... Or on the outside I do. I don't know why but now of these days, I'm starting to feel more lonely then ever inside. I have so many fears so many worries and I have no one to tell it to... I really very tired. I feel as if I'm going to burst and scream out my problems anytime... My mother asked me to pray and tell God. But I still want to tell it to a human, someone who really understands me... To me, my mum is the person who understands me the most... but I don't know why... she acts indifferently... perhaps because of the fact that I'm a kid and she's an adult... I really don't know what to do... Can't tell my friends... They have their own problems to worry about.... Looks like I'll have to continue to hurt on the inside for quite a while.... Sigh.............